Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Miss her

My days are almost up. I'm going home to spend my vacation soon. I'm suppose to feel happy and looking forward to that day but somehow I'm feeling the opposite since yesterday.
All of a sudden I knew I'm gonna miss here but most of all, I'm gonna miss a very important friend in my life, a great deal. Still remember those wonderful days I spent with her.. she is my one and only friend who really brought joy to my life. Shared all the ups and downs with her and I really glad to have her as a friend. But seems like this year is not a very good year for both of us; we don't seem to have much time for each other and had some misunderstanding. I admit i'm kinda childish and created misunderstanding between us, but that doesn't seem to bother her.
Juz met her during her 2 hours break. Thought we didn't hang out for long, but it's already enough for me. I was wondering why I never seem to cherish the time I spend with her this year and really regreted it. Though life is tough here, I don't mind turning back the time just to spend more time with her coz we are gonna part for good next year.
So far, we only left a few more days for each other and we will definately gonna make full use of these time. This green page is specially delicated to her ( one of her favourite colour) and hope our friendship is able to last forever even after we are going for different path and destination. I wish her all the best in life and find her 'man' one day.
Take care while I'm not around, and thanks a million for being my friend. I'm gonna miss ya

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Is Life A Miracle

Who am I? An how, I wonder, how the story of my life will end?

Perhaps everyone's story isnt easy to explain, so is mine. My life is not the 'roaring' spectacular I fancied it would be, but neither its a mellow and dull one. I suppose it has been fairly stable for the time being), and sad to say, more downs than ups. A good buy, a lucky buy, and I've learned that not everyone can say this about his/her life. Well... I am nothing special; I am juz a common girl with common thoughts and leading a very common life. I know my name will be forgotten when Im no longer around but I've love another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.

Would it be the love story of my life? Will it be a tough and spectacular one which can last over time? To me, it does'nt really concern coz I believe this is going to involve a great deal of my life and the path I've chosen to follow.

He has written the very first chapter of my love story, and he facinated me with the world which I had never seen or felt before. He had taught me what is love. Love is actually all around; mother to child's love, friends to friends' love boyfriend to girlfriend's love... and I've learned that Love is not an easy path for it is not always straight. People changed, people grow and get sad sometimes. The greatest love are those who overcome obstacles as they have withstand things that are thrown onto them.

So far, the road that we had travelled is still a very short one; there's long way ahead of us. We have overcome the first obstacle and there will be many others to come. But I still believe this is still the one true love that is able to withstand tough times. I believe it is a miracle to have found him.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

PIMPLES!!!!

HELP!!!! PIMPLES ARE BACK AGAIN!!!! SIGHHH.... Y CANT I HAVE A SPOTLESS SKIN FOR A MOMENT?? WHY !!!!!?????!!!!!