Goodbye 2004

This is the last day of 2004. I'm sitting alone in front of the computer while others were happily welcoming the new year. Hope my boy is enjoying himself rite now. Completely too exhausted to join in the fun after long hours of work. Perhaps I'm realy getting old.

Personally feel that 2004 is not an eventful year for me.. as well as for global. Theres war, political conflict, death of some well-known celebrity, the end of streats and mediacorp, and the tusnami that destroy thousands of live blah blah blah... And as for me... of course its not a happy year, therefore I was hoping things will change for the better in 2005. I'm looking forward to the new challenge and I hearby thank eveyone who has been there supporting me when I was in my darkest moment.

MISERY

My 3 years of youth have been wasted gaining nothing but failure, sadness, loneliness and emptiness. My life is not in control; a real- life puppet. My days are dark and I can see no light of hope shining upon me. Completely lost in the sea, waiting for someone to tell me the right direction to my destination. And I'm still waiting.

Perhaps I'm not as strong as I thought. I have lost the battle. I am willing to give up and surrender myself to end the suffering, but I do not have the luxury to do so. I have no idea how long I have to endure the agony but I really wish the pain can end soon.

Can someone please help me? I'm feeling really miserable.