Sunday, October 30, 2005

New Challenge

Cant really remember when is my last time updating my blog. Have been terribly busy with my work. I am now emotionally, physically and mentally drained. Im giving myself one day break. Hopefully I can feel recharge tml.

Have been in this insurance industry for one mth plus. Its like a trial period for me as I have been struggling to convince myself that I could do the job. Maybe my boss is right, I lack of self confidence. He mentioned that I had mental block that prevent me to go all out to excel. So what can I do to remove that mental block? Guess I am just worrying too much. I have been giving myself too much stress recently.

I have learnt a lot within this one month. Or rather, I have seen people's true colour. It its through this job makes me realise who are my real friends. And sad to say, I only have a few. There are many people out there trying to pull me down but instead of demorlising me, I am determine to prove these people wrong.

For now, I am trying to remove my mental block and just do my very best. I hope I can see results. For those who sincerely want to see me success, hope you guys can refer your friends to me if they happen to need my service. :p