Life

Its 230 am... supposingly... I should be tired... but a sudden unexpected bad news have kept me awake...thought it is not related to me but somehow it haunts me...

Had a mix feeling... confused, sad, perplex.... whatever you can name... sudden realised how fragile life is... well.. I've known this fact ... but the bad news had given me a waking call; Life is too precious. Someone might be there.. having a short chat with you.. the next minute.. he is gone, forever. How 'amazing' it is.

It made me realised how much I've taken ppl around me for granted. I don't even seem to treasure those dearest to me. Even for friends... sometimes I can't even bother to contact them. I've expect them to be always there for me anytime, anywhere. I procrastinate to pick up the phone to call my friends or to show that I care to my love ones. Never realised that one day, they will leave me and never return.

Well... keep reminding myself that life is preious, but I never take my life seriously. I always know I have not live to my fullest but I never take the effort to live the way I want or to make the best out of everything. Always grumble how unfair or bad life is, I never care to appreciate those happy moments or any form of success in life.

Its time for me to buck up. I've wasted enough time. I have to find the purpose of living ( I guess and I hope I have found), to cherish every single moment spend with my love ones and friends, and of course myself.